Being emotional while facing situations in life is not a good practice. I understand this but sometimes forget this unknowingly and lost somewhere in the middle of emo- ‘ocean’..:) Why does it happen? May be I am so weak minded and more concerned about beloved ones in my life!
According to Srimat Bhagavad-Gita, everything in this universe is Maya. That means not real. Everything are our imagination. We are not bringing anything or taking back when we leave. whatever we hold was with someone in the past and it will be someone’s in the future. Sounds great?!
Will the above saying help us to swim out of this stormy emo-ocean of love, relationships, mutual understanding and trust? Every unbalanced wave in this ocean really pulls my heart back to the middle of the stream. Here I am drowning and trying hard to swim back. But it takes quite amount of time! So what should be done? How to control these tsunami waves happen unnecessarily? Now I can observe it as a ‘butterfly effect’ from the people we love and care very much! We are just transferring the turbulences from their mind to our mind without knowing. But ironically, this sharing is not reducing anyone’s worry. It just disturb whomever in the scene and sometimes everyone share equal amount of waves and storms.! If someone of that group is already in the middle of emo-ocean, then that guy will be the most vulnerable..for sure. So every physics law fails here..correct?!!
I will portrait myself as a weak person who lives in the very near shore of this ocean. That means, in every turbulence, waves will come inside and try to pull me in. Actually it sounds weird? Yes..it is. But it happens with me!
So what do I mean with this blog post? Saying that I am so vulnerable to emotions? Trying to show the reality about myself? No..these are not any intentions behind this writing. I don’t say I am the only one who face it. It is just a kind of postmortem done to some of incidents which left me alone. May be it will help me sometime to understand why I feel so badly! A retrospection is always good to recognize what were the things we miss during this journey!
In master shifu way, “inner peace” – An essential factor for every retrospection! 🙂
Best regards,
Gopu.