One more year passed us now! Wish you all a happy and prosperous new year!! May the god keep you happy and healthy in this New Year also!
Here my new year moments started at office itself 🙂 It is always better if we just turn back and see the path we traveled till this year. How do you feel?!! Remembering the happenings? Some happy moments..felt proud about you…then felt sad sometimes…you cried..laughed..enjoyed..achieved…loved…won…failed..sometimes you got crushed…etc. All these mixed feelings will give us a good feast for new year celebration 🙂
Why I kept the blog caption like this? Do you feel that I am a little depressed?!! But whatever happened till this 31st December 2013 only made me to do this.. May be I am wrong!
As always my dear ones say, I am a little childish or immature or something like a person without a steel back bone :). Day today life, saw some people and they said “You are a good person” :P. They kept that tag for me and watching what ‘m doing? 95% of my daily life is in silence..kept everything deep inside and staying happily inside a cocoon. What made me to behave like this? Is that the tag I received from these people or my inborn nature? Not sure. But this character helps me to accept anything…even it is bad or even heart breaking :).
I really understood the word ‘Humiliate’ before putting that in the caption! It is something like to do with our self respect and pride. My ‘invisible’ nature kept me silent even got humiliated many times. Was thinking when we will feel something broken your heart? Only when it happened from the people who are close to our heart or else where we are giving our 101% commitment. But I was able to accept that..I think there is enough space here 🙂 . But still my eyes will over flow some times… 🙂 automatically!
‘Life is a continuous learning’, heard this from somewhere in the past. Yes it is true. A man will be a student till he reaches the grave yard..the final destination! People will ask, what have you learnt today?!! But we might not answer properly even though we learnt many things unknowingly!
I never be perfect or upto anyone’s expectation even I tried my best..feeling sad for that. Some people said ‘u are an underachiever’ or ‘just an average one’!! Some said ‘U don’t have courage to do anything’! Some said ‘I am a selfish’! Many more adjectives 🙂 !! Now a little confused.! Who am I or what I am!! Looking for answers for these questions now. May be I won’t get till the end, but should try at least right?!! Even in middle of these concerns, there are someone still believe in this creature and thinks ‘not so bad’ 🙂
All you got new year resolutions?!! I too had some resolutions till the last year.. but this time only trying for some solutions instead of resolutions.. 🙂
New year…many surprises..may be some turning points…milestones…expectations…dreams…all these are in my backpack.. 🙂 Starting my journey!! Not feeling I’m alone..because I can see the people around 🙂 Only a word to my heart ‘You may not be so good..but yaar , you are not so bad as well”.. 🙂
Winding up…before that…My heartfelt New Year wishes and prayers for you 🙂 May all your dreams come true.!!
Warm Regards,
Gopu!
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